Today I'm feeling very discouraged. Hurricane Jeanne came and went (quickly, thank God), my EMA interview didn't go so hot. I keep trying to get a hold of the Sheriffs office to find out how long the background check will take, but the HR lady is so busy she hasn't gotten back to me. Now I don't know what I should do. I know I should keep looking for a job, but I really want the one at the Sheriffs office. I don't even know where to look. People have made suggestions and I have (finally) followed their suggestions by applying to those places online. However, I don't want to put the effort and energy to go out in person to meet with people for those positions. I don't want them. I'm feeling kinda depressed, kinda disconnected from everything. I find myself bored a lot, which is something I haven't been in a long time even though I've been unemployed.Well, hopefully this mood will pass soon. I'm not sure what to do with it.
Can I just say that I'm SICK of looking for a job? I don't think I can do it anymore, seriously. I think it has drained the life out of me and is slowly taking away my hope. I've never felt more frusrated in my life.
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I'm sorry :-( you are so discouraged and frustrated. I am too. Even though I have a job... of cousre i just gave my notice today... so i won't have one for long... and I'll be looking for work too.
love yah much
Matt
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